THE DRUMMER WHO BROKE HIS HAND WEEKS AFTER SEXUALLY ASSAULTING ME & GOT SOCIALLY OSTRACISED BACK TO QUEENSTOWN
Written by Devon Webb
cw: sexual assault
One time in 2021 this drummer assaulted me at kick-ons & I was like tbh I’ve experienced worse even though I felt like shit in the uber home at 6am but the kicker is the fucking kicker is that I hosted him for a gig like that week & everyone was treating me weirdly & I didn’t think much about it at the time I just shared my money & event management talent with them & then like a few weeks later he broke his hand & I remember seeing him at rogue & vagabond one time & being like wow I’m so sorry that happened to you fuck the ways we gaslight ourselves into being nice to bad people & fuck his hand & the way it touched me or did he barely even touch me he just made me touch him like a masturbation machine
& fuck the way nearly a year later my best friend at the time or so I thought in my delusion uninvited me from her twenty-first birthday & I asked why & she was like well there’s just some bad vibes & turned out all these massey fucking queenstown bitches (other members of the band innocent) were talking about me behind my back saying actually I was the predator as if I wanted him as if I wanted him at all & it’s crazy the way the people you thought were your friends just aren’t your friends they aren’t your friends at all. & you know what I fucking did? I apologised. & I hate them for making me feel like I had to apologise for the wrong he did to me
anyway I told the frontman hey actually this is not how that all happened & my narrative got twisted & he said I’m so sorry fuck all this gossip how old are we anyway & I thought honey have you met your friends. except now they’re not his friends anymore he started a new band & the drummer got socially ostracised back to queenstown & nobody likes him apparently & do you know how vindicated I feel. do you know how good that feels. but I wish I said to them before they all fucked off fuck you & your fucking bullshit lies protecting your predator friend fuck you j for uninviting me from your twenty-first birthday party fuck you o for not giving me back my copy of the princess bride fuck you n you fake feminist bitch
I like the frontman’s new band although I kind of miss the old one & I’m sorry that all happened but I’m so glad it’s not still happening & I’m happy I said something so other girls wouldn’t get hurt like that cos it hurt real bad it really fucking hurt. I don’t let boys sexually assault me any more I’ll spit in their face if they don’t take no for an answer I’ll take myself out before they take off my top. I wish I could go back in time & tell my twenty-three year old self girl you don’t have to stay & when you go you can say your piece & you can say it loudly so they can’t lie on your good name. I wish I could smash all those massey cunts in the face & tell them what they did. but karma got at least one ass & I’ll be waiting for the rest
